Hi Deb. I'm doing OK. I have been home with a flu today and read through my journal I started after Caitlyn's birth. It is a beautifully written piece (even if I do say so myself )It made me cry but it is also a reflection of the journey we have travelled so far. I am trying very hard to be positive this cycle but there is also that glimmer of disillusionment. After 5 clomid cycles it does get to be a *little* frustrating I just have to believe there is a higher path and that my dreams will come to fruition some day.

Sending you prayers and positive thoughts. You are my role model for our next pregnancy ... positive and taking one day at a time regardless of the outcome.