Hi MIchelle, prehaps 'excited' was the wrong choice of word , more 'relieved' I guess to see you back!

I've decided to take your advice and have written my dh a letter just saying how I feel about this whole ttc thing and raising a few other non related "issues" we are having.

He's not one for expressing his emotions most of the time so I am not sure what sort of a response I am going to get from him but this is something I've done in the past with a pretty good outcome so we'll see....

things start to improve and quickly. If we keep going this way I think we will be fast approaching a crisis point. I am also thinking ttc while things are this way between us may not be the smartest move so might take a break next cycle. We'll see...

If I do another cycle of clomid next month I'm thinking my dose will be increased to 50mg. If this is the case I think I"ll switch to taking them at night rather than in the middle of the day in the hope of reducing the side effects.