Michelle, I am having my cd21 bt today, in about an hour actually so I better get my butt of BB and get organised! I won't get the results till Thursday when I go back to see my gyn but I figure I will have a pretty good idea by then anyway cause I will either have started to spot or not.

I have a niece who was born a week or so after my m/c . I remember having to go to the hospital to see them and thinking everyone would be watching me to see if I lost it when I held her. No one did and I didn't (thank god). I love her to bits but it is hard to look at her sometimes and not think of that time.