Thanks Ladies! My husband took me away on an island getaway for some downtime together, lots of r&r it was wonderful, and have been keeping busy doing some home improvements, I've even been seeing a personal trainer to try and get back into some kind of fitness routine, am feeling like i am in a much better space mentally and physically than a couple of months ago.

We will wait at least one more cycle and then will play it by ear, I am very scared about going back to the emotional rollercoaster that is pregnancy but we most definitely want to be parents so hopefully those feellings will come back in time when I'm ready. This time we've decided not to use OPKs or preseed but leave it up to the Gods and hope for the best.