Hi girls

well i was leaving work yesterday went to the toilet and was horrified that my af arrived i was so devistated i just couldnt believe it i cried the whole way home and all i wanted was a cuddle from dh but he wasnt there when i got home there was a letter for me i opened it and it was a card with the message i put in the memorial book at the hospital for brooklyn saying that it is now in the book if i would like to go veiw it so that was it my tears just keep coming i thought bad enough that my af came and then get home for it to be rubbed in my face talk about bad timming i feel really silly by saying to people that i thought i was pregnant and now i am not i wanted to say thanks to all of you for being there supporting me just sorry that it isnt my time yet to get that BFP so i will be starting my anti depressants tommrow hoping that they will help i am just trying to look forward to xmas now.

Mummy2chloe

my dh comes home today yeh i have missed him so much he has only being away for 3 days he said he has missed us aswell it makes you appriciate one another when you have time away dont you think. i have been ok at home without him the first night was a little hard but my friend know about my anixioty and she was great helping me with it and then the other nights i was ok i have got great support from my friends and family and it is nice to have them i would be lost without them they all no how i cant stay on my own i just couldnt you are so brave to do it i have harveys school play tommorow i cant wait i will be the proud mummy with the video camera he is gonna be a shephard bless him we are also going to the theatre tonight me dh harvey my sis her kids and my dad to watch the panto so that will be fun hope you are ok and that i was woundering where you had got to over the last few days speak soon.

Tm

how funny this thread is so long now im not sure how many pages it will let me go on for but i do look forward coming on to it thanks for the support with the BFP fingers crossed for next month now.

Munchy xxx