BekZ, there is NOTHING to be embarassed about, this is EXACTLY why we are here and why we can talk like this here when we can't to people IRL - they don't get it (not their fault of course!)

When I had Joe (my last) and we were TTC, I tested from the day before I was due (actually maybe the day before the day before I was due ) until the day I came on (told you I bought in bulk!!) - I know I will again, this is just me and how I cope (luckily the website I bought sticks from was cheap and reliable!!)

If I had had this website then, I would have shouted as soon as I saw a +ve, however faint, because I would have known everyone would understand.

IF (and it is still an IF) you aren't pregnant, we are still here and you are still TTC BUT let's wait and see!

Crossing everything (coz I can't BD yet!)

Alex
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