Well.. poo. AF showed her ugly face today. Feeling very down. I had to go to a big family easter thing today and face all the 'when are you guys going to have kids?' questions. Was very hard not to break down as no-one in the family knows about the misscarriage or that we have been TTC for nearly a year now, and I did not want to give anything away.

Not quite sure what is going on as I got to 19DPO this time and I usually have a 16 day LP. Having those horrible morbid thoughts that I will never be able to concieve and have something terribly wrong with me. But know that I usually end up feeling all optomistic in a few more days. Just wish it did not have to be so hard.

Sarah - sorry to hear that the witch showed up for you as well. Maybe we will both have better luck this month.

Bun - glad to hear that you are feeling a little better. Hope things keep improving for you and you get your BFP really, really soon.

Salt - good luck with the BD'ing. Hope everything goes well this month.

Sorry to everyone else, I hope things are going well, but I have not been reading all the posts due to staying with family for the last few days and I'm a little lost on where everyone is at!!

I have spent quite a bit of time playing with my lovely 6 week old nephew who is such a sweetie. Made me really really really want to get preg asap. I am praying so hard that it will happen this month. Hope that it happens for all you lovely ladies too!

love