Morning all

Crafty-I understand what your saying thats the way i feel with our bad gene i said to who ever runs things up stairs if you will bless us with another baby please let it be a healthy one or don't let me fall pregnant at all but part of me just wants to know if the year since we lost abbi has effected my fertility and i would be happy just to see those 2 lines whatever the outcome does that sound selfish
I hope you will stick around you are still popping out an egg every month so when your gismo arrives you can time it perfectly and hope that its a good strong egg.

Kitfaerie-I wouldnt test either i have decided i will not test early again next month i will just wait until AF is late YEH RIGHT!! who am i kidding.

Murrycod-I know you are right i just wanted to be pregnant before Abbi's Bday on the 20th to help me feel better when i am suppose to be celebrating my nieces 18th maybe it's not ment to be i worked out it has been 16 months since i fell pregnant and almost a year since we lost her and in that time there has been 5 months that we have actually tried to get pregnant in between waiting and the IVF and all the months we diddnt try because we were scared of another sick baby it feels like such a waste of months and now we tried in jan and feb and nothing i just can't imagine going the rest of my life and not having my gorgeous hubby's baby how is it i can have kids to a deads##t ex husband who is a terrible father sooooooo not fair.
Jakes toe's are doing great he has had them done 3 times now poor thing i hope this was the last time and dean my eldest had 1 plate and 6 screws inserted in his hand i spent 2 days in hospital sooooo boreing but he is fine and will survive seeing it was self inflicked (punching a bus stop sign) no sympathy from me but thanks for asking
I hope AF doesnt turn up and you have a harriet in there growing and snow bub harvey will have to wait a little bit to meet his mum dad and big sis (would be nice) but if not i hope AF shows on time and then you can get underway with defrosting harvey and putting him in the oven to start cooking.

Ric-sorry you and DH are having a bad run with illness but if worst comes to worst stick some tissues up DH nose throw some cough medicine and panadole down his gob and tell him to roll over you will do all the work all he has to do is not cough or sneeze snot on you he he the visual of that whole senario is not real good but hey us women will do anything for a baby.

Sunbeam-i hope you can get some answers but to be honest when we were waiting for the autopsy results and all the chromosone and genectic tests i told myself i wanted there to be a reason but what i found out was not what i expected and it was devastating two healthy fertile people can have kids to other people but not to each other i hope your answers are fixable and something simple.

Anywhooo-AFM AF is on her way so back to the old drawing board we have our naturopath appt tomorrow (hope they dont cancel this one) and this month i should be fertile around abbi's Bday and testing on my Bday so lets hope thats an omen and this is my month.