Hi everyone.

Jen - sorry to hear your body is being so confusing. I only used FF for a couple of cycles before getting my bfp and I hated it when it didn't do what I expected it to do... not fair to confuse us like that I don't think. I hope your O shows up soon!

Hannah - what a beautitful way to remember your little angel baby... I am glad that you have been able to come to peace with it all. My honeymoon babies due date was the 10th feb and I too had a missed m/c in July so hopefully we will get bfp's together soon too

Karen van - thanks for the advice. I hope you and yours are feeling better soon. Try not to worry.. this pregnancy IS a separate pregnancy and I am sure everything will be fine! Just rest up and get better

Kazaraz - I know what you mean about feeling happy for someone preg but knowing you will feel down if you are not preg by the time their baby comes out into the world - that is how I felt too.. I had said that all I want is to be preg by my due date... now I realise I should have been more specific with that wish as I was preg again but unfortunately not a sticky one.. thats ok.. we will all have our sticky ones really soon... its only fair
I hope you get some answers soon! that would be very frustrating!

Mel - congrats on having baby cuddles! Sometimes it can be the greatest thing in the world to put a smile on your face and remember what it is all about

baby miracles - i hope the spotting stops - its not good that your body is scaring you like this.. naughty body! your ob sounds amazing!

shortcake - i hope you O soon. this ttc business is so full of waiting.. waiting to O, waiting for af or a bfp.. waiting for af to go to try again - its natural to get frustrated... but try not to stress as this can affect if you do or don't O... deep calming breaths - it will happen xx

Megsmum - happy birthday! good to hear your lo's heart is beating nice and strongly!

Plc - thanks for the welcome... I am new hehe

few - what a list.. sorry to anyone I may have missed... still getting used to this
AFM - AF hasn't been too bad except the cramping, which has been manageable. The first day is always the worst for me, can really knock me out if I don't take pain relief as soon as AF arrives. today I have had some cramping, but haven't needed to take anything. I was sooo scared that AF would be really intense, first one after m/c and I had heard that it can be extremely painful and heavy. This one has actually been not too heavy and not too over the top crampy, so I am handling it all well i think

It will be interesting to see what happens next month as before the last m/c it seemed like I was only O?ng every 2nd month.. i really hope I O next month - I hate only being in with a shot every 2nd month

DH asked me the other day when I was going to start temping again hehe... I told him that I was just trying to take it easy for now so that we don't have any extra pressure on us.. but I thought it was cute. I am considering if I want to start up again or not. I find it all very interesting and part of me wants to - but part of me just wants to give it a couple of months too. we shall see.

Lots of and to everyone xx