Karen van - Sorry you've caught a bug. I hope you feel better soon. Oh and I too love the way you have with words.

kazaraz - It's a pity you didn't get any answers from your GP today. At this point a referral to a specialist is probably a good idea. If you feel that something isn't right, persist until you get some answers. I do hope you get them soon.

Mel - The pain could be from your op, couldn't it? And is it possible to predict which side you will O from? I always thought it was pretty much random. And good on you for holding your sister's friends baby.

jen - So sorry your body is confusing you. I might move to Italy if I reach my 13th cycle. 13 is a lucky number there.

megsmum - Happy Birthday! Glad to hear you're having a great day. And yay for little movements from bubs. I can't believe its been 16 weeks already! But it doesn't mean you have to leave us entirely. I personally love getting updates.

babymiracles - Sorry to hear you had another scare. So glad you have an understanding OB. Rest up and goodluck with your appointment next Friday. you won't need one before then.

Shortcake - to you. Sorry you are feeling down. It is frustrating when our bodies don't put up clear signs. I hope you O soon, so you can catch that eggie.

and big for all the ladies I've not mentioned by name. Am thinking of you all.

AFM - Thankyou everyone for your thoughts. DH and I had a lovely time at the beach last night. I even took my shoes off to have a paddle (something I very rarely do). I wrote a goodbye message to my angel in the sand. I've finally allowed myself to say goodbye and I feel more at peace. (I just hope the feeling lasts). BTW, this counts as homework completed! My psychologist gave me more homework this morning - I have a CD to guide me through some relaxation techniques. So I get to make more time for me.