Carrie -Just read your story. I cant imagine, sometimes life is so cruel and hits us in a harshest way...My heart goes with your loss...I hope things get better for you and you get a much deserved BFP, a healthy bub in your hand. I got to know about my loss in 12th week, when i had bleeding, u/s confirmed the heartbreaking news of m/c....i am still in tears that why my first preg ended in this way and took away all my innocence and left me with tears and sorrows. None in friends know about this loss of mine. My very close girlfriend is pregnant, she told the whole world that she is 13 weeks pregnant except me - she told me that her period is 4 days late and she is waiting to go to doc...how sad is this...well, leave all this....I am just praying to Holy God that 2010 brings Happiness and joy and a healthy bub in our lives...May our TTC to Pregnancy journey is joyable one.

Ferrals - Good that doc said everything is fine..a Fresh start once again for you. all the best.

Someone has got a new treadmill...someone knows who i am referring too.....that is awesome..

T-hopes - I dont know about any obs here in my suburb as we have moved recently to eastern suburbs...where do you live? but with google, i got to know about this search engine -http://healthengine.com.au/
you can type postcode and type of specialist looking for, it gives you results, i am relying on them. or you can check the forums in belly for obs/ hospitals services...

Craftymummy - twins in the house, hope those +ve prego vibes soon reaches you and get the BFP quickly.
Mummyof4 - I know the frustration....i am with you, big hugs from me. dont blame yourself, i know its hard to forget, but positive side is we will have a beatiful son/ daughter in our arms soon.
Matthew'sMum - How are you? you are right, we sometimes cant take decisions instantly in a sensitive situation and its hard to control emotions & act maturely..

And a big hello to everyone who are patiently waiting to test /2ww and those waiting to big "O" day..all the best

with me - in short

"O" day - 26 Dec
first Preg test - done 8DPO - ofcourse BFN
2ns test - 11 DPO - yet another BFN
AF due on 9th Jan - Result =

Quick quest - which test is the lucky test ladies? I am happy to invest in that and get BFP