murraycod- good luck with everything!! xx
Cookie- sorry you are feeling down, we are all here for you!!

AFM - I am struggling today, Dh is away for the night and i am really down. I am just having one of those days where i wish so badly that me(and all of you wonderful ladies) were not in this situation. I know these raw emotions are all coming back because of my EDD this coming friday, but it doesn't make it any easier. I am sitting here crying as a i type this and just realise all over again the pain and loss is something that i will never forget. Sorry to have a vent, just these overwhelming emotions have flooded back and i know you guys understand. xx