Mummyof4: YAY!!!! So excited for you my dear!! Keep us updated on everything, we love hearing happy news!

Em: Yep, my first AF was heavier than usual, and went for a day or two longer than usual. I was delighted to have it though, cos it meant I could start TTC again! Getting the second AF was really hard though, I cried lots. Feeling good about this cycle, whichever way it goes (oh I say that now!)

Dory: Eeeee! That's so exciting, I'm glad you feel good about the decision, that's the most important thing - that you feel your making the best decision for you and your baby. I agree with everyone else, aint nothing coming out of there til it's baked good and proper!

Hubba: There's a baby in there and it's doing well, concentrate on that. Hugs to you darling xo

Thopes: Oh no, that sounds like such a hard day, you did so well in getting though it. Hopefully it's just too early and your BFP is just around the corner. We're thinking of you xo

Murraycod: Ah the joy of two lines I so so SO hope that those lines stick around for you babe.

Crafty: I O'd on day 21 last cycle, I did a lot of reading and a late O is apparantly a good thing, cos it shows that estrogen is still being produced in good amounts, google said that early ovulation is not such a good sign, as the egg possibly isn't good enough. So late is ok! Late is good! Save your energy for the serious bd'ing that will happen in the next few days when you do O.

Ferrals: Hugs to you sweetheart.

AFM well I *think* I o'd a few days ago, hopefully. Had only scant EWCM, which is unusual for me, but hopefully all the bd'ing meant I still caught the egg. Haven't had any more for a few days, which makes me think that I've already O'd. At least if this cycle doesn't work, I'll know I did everything I could. Still obsessing, not getting anywhere near as much uni stuff done as I'd like, lots of faffing and daydreaming. Friends of mine are putting off TTC for a couple more months, the circumstances surrounding it isn't so good, but I feel a bit relieved, I kinda feel like I'm MEANT to be preg before them. I want to be happy for them when it does happen, and the best way for me to be happy is to already be preg. Oh I don't like what this whole thing is doing to me, I miss my generous happy self I can't control when they/me get UTD, but I can control my reactions, and I'm gonna be happy for them! No matter what. Theoretically, lol. And I find out if I'm preg or not in 2 weeks. I can wait 2 weeks. Two long, painful weeks.

As usual, love to everyone! xo