My week got worse. My mum's cancer is back.... not in the breast this time, but in the lymph nodes so it could be anywhere in her body. The testing will begin again, and then the treatment. We just found out yesterday. She's such a strong woman and is keeping up a brave face, I don't know how. Until last night I wasn't sure if I really wanted to see a FS but with this news I now know that I want to.... it would be great if we could give her something to live for. I will ring for an appointment on Monday.
I also appear to have done something to my back this morning and it's really painful through the middle of my back at about bra level, worse when I breathe in. I don't remember doing anything strenuous, it just came on suddenly. Went for a walk earlier for about 15 minutes and had to have a nap afterwards.... not good.
On a brighter note my DF starts his new job on Monday and it's both close to home and to my work. Trying to feel positive about life but with my back, my fertility issues and my mum's news all in one week I am struggling. My DF is doing everything he can to keep me cheerful.... I'm so lucky to have him. My DstepD is giving me heaps of hugs too.
Anyway I hope everyone is doing a little better than me today.
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