Hi ladies.....thanks to all of you who have given me well wishes for this sticky bub, I know we'll make it through with all your prayers and support, if you don't mind I'll be popping in every so often just to see how everyone is doing and really enjoy reading all your stories and especially your advice.

Ruthie - don't you worry girl, I know you'll have a baby miracle soon I can feel it! I checked out your ultrasound and belly photo and just really thought to myself 'how bloody unfair!' but we can't dwell on what was but what will be right! so my heart goes out to you and to all the ladies here that 2009 will be a lucky year for all us! 2nd of April was my angel baby's due date too so I'll be thinking of you when that date comes around next year!

Toccara - welcome back you have been sorely missed, goodluck on your Birthday and ttcing...

Dellydoo - goodluck with the FET

Smi - thankyou I hope we call get BFP's very soon!!!

Jen - congrats on the fundraising, you did fantastic! hoping for you this month, you were so close last month, I was certain you were UTD!

Welcome Melissa, I'm so sorry for your loss, and I don't think you ever get over the loss of your baby, so don't think you should be over it by now, they'll always remain in your heart but you do go on and you will have successful pregnancies so chin up beautiful girl, your turn will come and it will be grand!!! so lots of to you

AFM - well the OBGYN offices called me this morning to reschedule as doc had emergency last night and couldn't see his patients today, so now am going in on Thurs, was soo disappointed I had everything ready for him, my ultrasounds, and charts, and my list of questions, I also wanted to get blood tests done so I know what my HCG levels are. So far this pregnancy feels different to the last, I've been so very tired and nauseous, I had to dry wretch this morning at work, something that never happened with the last one and I've had absolutley no spotting, just tiny bit, nothing like last time, during the day the nausea comes and goes and I've had bad heartburn, also didn't have that last pregnancy. My DH has been so good, cleaning up and telling me to keep my feet up and relax, I know he hates housework but he khows for the babies sake he needs to help me out...he's also sworn me to secrecy, that I can't tell anyone until 12 weeks, so of course my sister knows because she's been going through all this with me and I speak to her everyday about my cycle, but it was sooo hard to lie to my mother today, but I know her she's your typical italian, can't help but tell her best friend who'll then tell her son and daughter in law who are good friends of mine and who in turn will probably tell our other mutual friend so in the end everyone will know, so better to be safe then sorry, and it will be a great xmas present when we go down to Sydney to visit them all! I can't wait! Only 7 weeks to go!

Anyway must go finish making dinner and go pick up hubby from the physio...

to anyone that I've missed, lots of to you all...ciao ciao