I think I'll stay even after. I have felt so alone in this even with my dh. sometimes I feel like he didn't even hurt. but, I know that he did. he just doesn't show emotion very much. Does it ever get any easier? I know it's only been 2 weeks, I just feel like doing nothing and crying alot. I have to make myself get out of bed. I know none of this was my fault, but it still hurts just the same. after spotting all day yesterday and cramping (friday will be 2 wks after d and c) nothing today. It was wishful thinking that ant flo was here early and we were ready to start trying. dh wants to wait 2 cycles. I' m impatient.