Lisa - I am thinking of you and sending you lots of I hope you get a fabulous answer from the blood test. I understand the worry though and will be here to support you.

I am doing much better (thank you for asking) but I think my fragility has a lot to do with Caitlyn's anniversary coming up very quickly. I was hoping to be pregnant by that time to dull the pain but it is not looking like that will be the case. Consequently, I am reliving the time leading up to her birth. I felt the first *tickle* tomorrow last year which made me laugh while driving up the coast to see family. It is little things like that (without the prospect of having them happen again at this stage) that make me sad and reflective.

So anyhoo ... I am OK and thinking of all of you lovely ladies while you travel through your journeys. Coming up to ovulation and today is DH's birthday so while making the most of each opportunity I told him he needed to have words with *the boys* about giving him a beautiful birthday present to which he yelled to them "go boys go, go boys go". I am not sure you are meant to laugh so much DTD but it was fun anyway

Have a lovely weekend everyone