Hi Babyluv
Welcome to BellyBelly
I am so sorry to hear your pregnancy loss and pain you went through during all this. You are in the right place where you can share your grief, concerns and emotions and everyone here is very welcoming, kind and supportive.
i too lost my first pregnancy with partial mole in August'09 and after weekley 24hr urine check-up for HCG levels (to come under 5), Doc's at Royal Woman's gave me greelight to plan again but my cycles are so irregular, i dont know whats happening.
Don't worry, as doc' only say that having a m/c no necessarily mean that one would have another one....but i think its normal to have concerns and fear about the next pregnancy....don't worry everything is going to be fine and we would be sharing a BFP soon.
i believe that "be positive and positive things will happen"
take care and keep posting
wishes, ric