Coco... I hope those words helped with easing the pain.... they did for me. It was lovely for you to post it.

I havent been on here much since I joined not long ago, so many posts for me to read (I think it was about 12 pages) and lots of things have happened. Sorry about all your losses and the arrival of dreaded AF. Fingers crossed for those who are in TTW mode and those who have got the BFP!

I too feel the pain of hearing of people I know are pg. It's hard... I know I dont show my fustration to others (even DH) but deep down it hurts. I secretly hope they too m/c so they know what its all about. That's horrible to think that but I'm sure you know what I mean.

AFM..... i'm on day 5 of taking clomid for the first time after a 55 day cycle. Was hard within that cycle cause I had had a lap and hystoscopy (spelling??) at the beginning of it and waiting for AF to arrive was fustrating. I thought maybe after a 'clear out' things might at least be a bit more normal (as in cycle length). But you learn to listen to your body and the sign of AF become clearer. I'm hoping now after being on clomid I get a BFP. I am so niave about it all. I'm 30, loving my life with my dogs at the moment (I travel with them doing dog agility) and if it happens, it happens... but I really want a baby. I guess its hard cause even though my DH is supportive and all, it seems he doesnt care about what lies ahead (changes to our life, money issues, me not wanting to work full time when it seems I will have no choice) and we will sort it out when the time comes.... it doesnt work like that!!

Sorry about the long post....