Hey all,

Just a quick one from me as I am at work today and am flat out, but really needed to pop in and say hello to everyone.

Just got a message on fb this morning from a friend in Sydney, yep you guessed it - she is pg! Well I am not too sad about this one as she had to resort to IVF. She is 10 weeks. I keep thinking that if I am pg this/next month then I will only be about 6 weeks behind her. I cracked and tested last night & got a BFN. I didn't tell dh though as I told him I would test from Saturday and he would have gone mad at me! I thought there might have been just a small feint second line, but no! I even turned the stick around and put it up to the bright light - so desperate I am to be pg. I was going through an old diary when I was pg with dd to see what signs and how long after af did I test. It was about 28 days, so I am a bit early, hoping that is the reason for the bfn, not b/c af is on her way. Sorry for the rant just feeling like this is never going to happen. So silly considering it's only been 3 mths after my m/c.
Thanks everyone for their thoughts about my uncle. In a weird way I am thinking maybe he left this earth so I could get my forever baby?