Rhi - Sorry AF found her way to your house! next month is the month for your BFP

Cherished - You are not alone - I look ahead and imagine things like that all the time. I used to look up my possble due dates but I have stopped myself from doing it the last few months as I felt I was jinxing myself. Although I had a peek this month and if I get my BFP I would be due around the 28th of December! I usually always imagine telling our parents and seeing their reaction as I know they will be so happy and excited. I can't wait for that day. Unfortunately we were keeping TTC a secret when we first started and we hadn't told our parents we were pg before we m/c so we had to tell them all in one go which was pretty devastating for them. They didn't even know we were trying. I know I have rambled on but wanted to know you are perfectly normal and I am kind of gald I am not the only one that tortures myself Mind you I think it is nice to have hope and look towards the future

Jen - You can't rush perfection - that's a lovely way of looking at it and so true . Whilst I truly believe that we will hold our forever baby one day sometimes a small part of me worries that it may never happen. I'm just being silly I know, can I blame it on the hormones even though I'm not pg? How are you doing? Have you made another Dr's appointment yet? I am keen for you to ask them about the blocked tubes!

HannahD - Hi, hope you are feeling ok