Shan, I'm crossing everything for you, hun! BFP, BFP, BFP, BFP tap your heels together & say "There's nothing like a BFP" three times!

Tanya, thinking of you on Saturday - are you doing anything for it? Maybe plant a tree or something? Sending you lots of cyber cuddles. xxx

Megan, yay for the scan! Did you get pics?

Love & baby dust to everyone else.

I'm really tired. Can't believe how painful my mouth still is. I'm still taking panadeine forte.

No line on the OPK again today. Think we've missed the googie this month for sure. The last couple of cycles my DH was away so we never had a chance & this time I had to go into hospital & I think that messed with things too. Feeling pretty down in the dumps - feel like we're losing months at a time. My friend who was 3 weeks ahead of me visited last week & I thought I was cool with it, but seeing her big belly & knowing that should've been me too has been playing on my mind. It's so unfair, isn't it?

Even bding isn't fun, it's for a purpose & I'm faking it more often than not. Gosh, that's a hell of a confession, eh?!

Agh! Enough of my misery guts! Apologies.