No peeing on a stick for me tomorrow. AF reared her ugly head this afternoon at work. I don't really understand what's happened. Either I ovulated 2 days earlier than FF says, or AF came 2 days early. DH and I are pretty devastated about it this month because we were so sure that I was pregnant this month. I'm ready to find a nice little hole to climb into and cry. I think I just need to let myself be sad tonight, so that tomorrow on CD1 I can pick myself up and start again with a positive attitude. I think it's hitting me really hard because next wednesday I would have been 20 weeks pregnant, and I just wanted that baby so much it hurts.