Thank you Mollycat..and OMG I forgot to update you guys on how the 4th of July POAS went. it went bad.. I got a BFN and I cried almost 2 days straight....
But no signs of Af at all.. I'm suspecting the same thing that has happened to me 3 times already... I have many PG symptoms that look promising.. like my bbs are darker and full of veins.. (I remember seeing that on my last PG and my 1st) I checked my cervix and it's SKY high and I'm on CD55 today. I am getting morning sickness and b4 I go to bed the toothpaste makes me gag... hubby says he swears my belly is growing.... I feel bloated and I pee like a maniac... I first thought maybe I have a UTI but I bough one of em pharmacy test strips and it came back neg...so what else can make you pee like crazy other than PG??. It's just as usual..my hormones don't want to cooperate..related to PCOS??.. really dunno.
I called my doc and he wants it to be 6 weeks from conception ..so if I calculate things right.. I had my 1st ++ OPK on 6/9 the instructions say you Ovulate 24-38 hrs after the 2st ++ so leaving or taking 2 days... I should be about 5 weeks and a couple of days from that... so I am testing on Monday again. If nothing yet then I have to see a doc to see what's going on.. I read that many women don;t even know they are preggers until way later on cuz they get BFNs. Maybe maybe... I have slight cramping it could be PMS or PG.. so confusing. So I guess I still need your prayers.. I really don;t know how I haven't lost my sanity cuz I have almost 4 years at this thing..

I'm still hopeful....and just am waiting. I POAS today and I think I saw something faint but left it in the drawers when I went back to it it was gone..so maybe?..dunno. ..sucks to be guessing. sucks to Have PCOS!
but that won;t keep me from continuing to try ya know?.. I know I can do it and I won't rest until I have my baby..and many say not to stress about it?.. I have to stress..cuz I don't ovulate without docs help..so I have to stress if I don't..I won't ever have a baby.

So I'm just waiting and for my