hey girls

just a quick one

issy- still can't believe you got a 28 day cycle too- how freaky is that. i was thinking when af came oh good, 28 days, but then i thought, oh no, me and issy aren't cycle buddies anymore. crazy hey.

angel- thanks hun, i just keep putting one foot in front of the other and saying your words over and over...one day at a time....

am having a sort of crappy week. my SIL had her bub last week and i never called to say congrats. just found it too hard. i picked up the phone and dialled her number about 50 times but couldn't find the right words without crying, because i was supposed to be having my baby too only a couple of weeks later. finally called yesterday but could tell i am in the bad books, my other SIL also mentioned it to me so everyone must be talking about what a bad person i am. wish they could understand that i wanted to call but couldn't.

anyway, on the plus side DH told me not to worry about them, he understands, and gave me lots of cuddles and kisses.

hope everyone else is well, thinking of you all and sending big for everyone.