I know Bun i dont know whats going on and im sooooooo over it and getting really down in the dumps trying to not but i found out today that a girl from work is pg she stopped taking the pill in Dec and fell really quickly NOT FAIR!!!! Im soooo happy for her but sad for me........

I really think that im not going to O and that something is up with my body.. My cm is watery but when i checked at lunch it had a bit of a creamy look to it SORRY TMI!!!! BUt the other day it was really watery and was sure i oed cos it went dryish and FF thought i would o around Sat and had Possible fertile up and now it says Probably not fertile and cos my temps didnt stay up i didnt get a cover line.. Im also having niggly pains central which i had when i was pg its weird!!!!!!!!!! Why cant my body just be NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH ARGH ARGH