Morning girls,

Well, I did another HPT this morning (after DH left) as I can't stand not knowing what is going on anymore. I got a clear, pure white BFN, which is fine, but I just wish AF would come so I could move on to another cycle. Actually, I am not ok with it, I am really struggling atm. I just don't see why it won't work out for us and I am so sick of this. I do everything right, so why can't my pgs equal a baby like most peoples do? I don't even know what you call this - I only got one v faint BFP and that's all, but AF is definitely late and I still have pg symptoms that are just not going away. As soon as I get AF I am going to ph my specialist and beg to be put on clomid rather than going through a tracking cycle first. I obviously have no trouble falling pg and all my other results are great, so the only reason for early failures can be hormonal, so clomid should boost the hormones and hopefully result in a healthy pg. I have irreg cycles, late O and a short LP, so it seems pretty obvious to me that clomid will help. I just hope he will put me on it. I bet he will insist I have a tracking cycle first which will be such a pain, and with my long cycles will go on for ages. I am so sick of waiting! Ok, I am done with my rant now.

loubell - wow on the fire fighting! That must keep you guys busy. At least with summer over now you will more time together to BD!

Congrats Kerry - it must be great to see your little one's heartbeat!

rae - thanks for popping in. You are such a beautiful person.

SP - yay on AF arriving!! Hopefully I will be with you soon! What is your psych's name?

Janeo - so do you think you will keep trying despite your bf's wedding?

BekZ - does your doc think that maybe the low prog could have been a cause of your m/cs?

Hi to everyone else, BBL.