Bun - sorry about AF's arrival...but like you said at least you can move onto the next cycle. I hope you can go onto clomid straight away and that your special BFP occurs by your first bubs EDD like you desire. Thinking of you always
have been feeling really down today, I was at a my best friends place today and out of the blue she just came out and said she had something to tell me, this friend is someone I feel very close too and even class her as being my adopted sister, when she read my sms she had car keys in hand and was going to rush to my side but her dh said no, and that my dh would be there with me etc, she said that she was more upset about my loss, than her half sisters loss 6 months ago.
Anyway, she has a business partner who visits a phsycic regulary (every couple of months) but last week the phsycic told her that one of her friends is finding trouble coping with the fact that her son may have a mental/developmental disability, and some other stuff as well (which was true) she also said that the same friend had someone very close to her who had just had a miscarriage, and hasn't completely let go yet, but that they should take comfort that the little soul was somewhere very special and safe and that the pregnancy just wasn't meant to be right from the start. She also went on to say that this person has to let go before she can be pregnant again.
I have always been a sceptic (sp?) but as soon as my friend started telling me this I was crying because deep down I knew it was true and I know what I have to do. I know I haven't let go because every week I look up in my pregnancy book how far along I would be, baby's size etc and just wishing that I still had my baby growing inside me. I have decided to try and come up with a little goodbye ceremony that I can do somewhere by myself just so that I can get some closure, not sure what I am going to do though.
sorry for rambling, and congrats if you got this far, also sorry for not doing personals tonight will try and catch up with everyone tomorrow.
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