OH Shan I hope something good comes out of all the job hunting. It can be a frustrating time can't it. I hate the fact that you go to soooo much effort in getting resumes out there and employers don't have the decentsey to even send a letter of aknowledgement. Anyhoo best of luck sweet.

LisaL, my feelings are mixed atm. One minute I'm happy as I have a direction and another minute I'm quite sad that we may actually need to go down this path IYKWIM. Deep down I'm really hoping that I'm preg now so I don't need to worry about any of this, But only time will tell.

Aussinic, I can test anytime now but think I'll wait out til Friday. I would love to know now but my last cycle went 38 days and I'm on cd 36 today so I'll wait until then. I also don't work Fridays so either way I'll be able to deal with the outcome no matter what it is, at home instead of at work.
What cd are you on atm? And when is af due??

Will pop back in later