Hi everyone...

I was planning to do a huge lot of personals seeing i didn't get a chance to jump on over the weekend, but to tell you the truth, I'm feeling like crap, so please forgive me for not going there, although i want you to all know that i'm thinking about each and every one of you and praying for good things for us all...xxxx

I haven't heard anything back yet about the job, so i'm assuming that i didn't get it. I thought for sure that i would have heard something by now, and i'll be peeved if i don't get it and they don't have the decency to at least ring me to let me know.......I could be wrong, but i just have a feeling. Either way, i don't care, but i'd like to know IYKWIM....

I don't know why i've been feeling like crap lately. About 4.00pm every arvo since Thursday i feel as if i've been awake for 2 days straight. I'm so tired and i struggle to keep my eyes open. This lasts until probably 6.30, and then i feel okay. That's why i'm struggling now....it's taken me 30mins just to read the last few pages of this thread. There's the dizziness too and the light headaches....and the boobs....OMG....they are killing me.....If i'm not pg, then AF better show up soon, coz i can't put up with this much longer. They even hurt in the shower....WTF....I'm on CD33, so i'm probably due to test, but i don't think i could handle the disappointment of a BFN, but then i don't want AF to be another month away and be constantly worrying....Oh what to do...

I know you girls will say to test, so i'll see what happens. I've been seriously thinking about it for the last few days, but i just busy myself to ignore the urge...maybe i need to give in to it...oh i'm a big sook....

Anyway, i hope you all had great weekends, and i'll catch up tomorrow, hopefully before 4pm....