Crickey!! So much is happening in here! Too much excitement for me to feel sorry for myself!
Had a bad day on friday. I woke up to really, really heavy bleeding and it all became a bit real. So i had a teary, rang dh who freaked out, then rang work and said i was leaving at lunchtime, then got to work and had another teary when i told a few people what had happened!!!! I think all that had to happen for me to move on as i was busy pretending i was fine. But i am really. I think!

I finally got my wedding video back and we watched it tonight. Bit emotional as both my nana and pa who have passed away this year were on it. I am so glad they were there. It was also interesting listening to our speeches and saying that we can get through any challenges together. And we have, and we will continue to. Onward and upwards!

I was thinking the other day how all of us in here are actually really lucky that we have loving husbands/partners who are willing to take this journey with us. Some people never find "the one", so as much as we have all had a really crap time.....we really are lucky. I know i wouldn't give up my dh for anything!

Sorry its all about me, just feel like i have to vent to recover at the moment.

Congrats and good luck to all those pregnant bellies out there at the moment. I know its scary, but its also AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LISA - I hope you are not on the rollercoaster i am on at the moment!!! I did have a massive bleed so i don't think i need a u/s. My obst. never actually mentioned it, do you think i should call and ask?? Hopefully you are feeling positive and ready to start again. Honestly, i can't wait!! Big hugs to you!!

There were so many messages - hope everyone has a great weekend and i will get back to personals next week.