Hi everyone,
Hindonly - i am also so so sorry, i hope you find some strength somewhere to get through it and bounce back with flying colours.

My temp dropped this morning so unfortunately af is on the way. I am not coping very well and need to have a break from all this, I've had a very long month, I'm not sleeping and am really struggling. I am going to have a break from here for a bit and will come back when i am in a better frame of mind. Just don't feel like i can offer anything positive at the moment.

Will be thinking of you all, and hopefully when i am back some of you will be gone!!
(I will probably only last a week anyway!)