Sometimes people say the stupidest things. When I told one of my closest friends that I'd miscarried she actually said "oh well, at least you can have fun trying again". WTF!!! That took the cake for all the stupid comments I've had to put up with over the last few weeks.

Well AF has been and gone. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I thought it was a good sign that my body was getting back to normal ( and my GP did confirm that it meant my lining had built back up after the D&C), but it was so painful. I didn't have any pain for the first 3 days and then on the 4th it just came out of nowhere. I've had cramping on the first 1-2 days before, but I actually had sharp stabbing similar to m/c. It just brought all the grief and pain back. It reminded me that things have changed and I'm not the same person I was a few months ago. My body won't ever be the same again. It has been changed by pregnancy and now there is no baby to show for it. Now I'm not sure whether I'm really ready to TTC again. If the pain can reach up and grab you, just when you think you can cope again.

Sorry for the rant...just had to get it out.