Jodsan-- I'm so sorry you got another BFN and that it's been such a terrible weekend! Maybe you're right to take a couple months off--you know it seems to happen much easier when you aren't really trying as much. But I know that's no consolation, so I'm truly sorry. Then again, maybe you just feel that way now b'cuz you're feeling so down and irritable. If I could, I would give AF a nice, swift kick in the a$$! Are you actually late yet, is there still just a chance that maybe it's a little too soon? Everything's crossed for you, hun!