Happy New Year everyone. I hope 2008 brings us all happiness, peace and a newborn baby.

We had a quiet night. I cooked a 3 course meal and we watched the fireworks from our balcony. I was a bit emotional last night. My ob called in the afternoon to say the chromosomal results had come back and no abnormality was found. They were not able to do an anatomical test, so that is it. I wonder if finding out there was an abnormality would make this easier. The scary thing is knowing my sister lost 2 babies one aged 14 and one 16 - and my Nathaniel was 15. I just hope this doesn't mean anything. I told my Ob this fact, and he said that the fact that my sister has 4 living children is a good sign - and not to worry about it.

Last night I was emotional, because I felt like we don't really belong in the 'want the go to a bar crowd' nor do we belong in the 'people with children' crowd. I feel like we are in between - we feel like parents but aren't.

Anyway feeling a bit better today. Besides all that it was actually a nice night.