hey everyone!

Have been in here today as soon i hope to be joining you all.
I am nervous /scared / excited to think about trying after our loss of jack at 17 weeks but also hope that this year we may have something to look forward too also. Will probably start to try in the next month (jan/feb) or so as i am sure that i have got my first AF after everything. I almost felt guilty for wanting to start trying so soon after losing him but this forum has helped me in that, all your posts to each other have helped me without you realising. Has put my mind at ease...
This new years was a very quiet one, christmas was hard enough and new years meant not too much for me this year at all!Hope you all will have a wonderful new year with plently for all to celebrate throughout it!
good luck to you...will be back soonish with some ttc stories of my own! meanwhile excuse me lurking...