HI Everyone
It feels like forever since i have last been to see how you are all doing.
So i have just spent the last 30 minutes catching up on what is happening for everyone. Welcome to all our new friends i hope that it is a short visit and you have great news soon.
Well i have had a busy weekend. My daughter had the birthday party on the weekend and man is there alot of things to organise. Of course i do more than required and we have so much food left over it is crazy.
Sami - Goodluck and i hope we hear some news from you soon.
Nickstar - I agree we are always so worried about what we eat and drink and if our m/c are our fault. We need to be thinking that our babies are unfortunately not healthy and there is nothing any of us can do about sadly. We all ned to grieve the loss of our babies and they will never leave our hearts but we cannot keep trying to blame ourselves.
Katiegirl - It is great that you let your hair down and had a good night. You needed probably needed and it is great to see that you were able to catch up with great friends and have a great time. I am like you i also becoming a little focussed on having a baby but the promblem is when we want it so bad that is all you think about. My DH and i had a huge fight the other night and he told me he wasn't focussing on having a baby anymore and if it happened it happend if not it didn't. This really hurt me as he had wanted a baby so bad and now after two m/c he sounded like he was giving up. Now that everything is ok and we made up and talked things through he said that he is not focussing on it because both times have been planned and both time we have had m/c so he thinks if he doesn't think about it all will be ok. As both our previous children from other relationships were both suprises.
I understand what he is saying but i am still going to visit the Fertility Friends website you have all been mentioning just to get some information.
Well i am currently planning a well deserved belated honeymoon to Melbourne for the end of Feb so that we can get away and have sometime on our own without children so if this month is not the month for us keeping my fingers crossed that next month will be. We were not able ot take our 8 day honeymoon to Fiji due to our m/c 3 days before flighting out of Australia.
Sending everyone goodluck and i am with you Nickstar we need some BFP to help boost all of us to see that it can happen especially with people that we know are in the same boat as as. Sending love to you all
Trac