Twomums - thats so very sad that your Dad left you so suddenly and traumatically. I lost a husband in similar circumstances, so understand the utter shock and despair. A shame your Dad won't be around in the flesh to get the good news of your's and Kim's BFP (shortly of course) - but he'll be watching over your little one - I'm absolutely sure of that.

Be kind to yourself for a long while to come and do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel "better".

Big hugs and THE best of luck with this coming cycle.

Lee xo