Shoegal: The tests that say pregnant/not pregnant are the digital tests. This is a 50miu test so it in all probability won't work at 12dpo even if you are pregnant. Just keep that in mind. I would invest in some Lullaby conceptions 10miu tests. They are great and accurate and for 10 I think the cost is $24?

Sweetpetite: I am so sorry for your losses... :hugs: I think it would be a really good idea to talk to a professional if you have feelings of wanting to harm yourself. What you are going thru is really really tough - most of us can't do it on our own... I am so happy you have found Belly Belly.. You will find so much loving support on here that will help you on your journey... Can I ask why you had iui?