Hi Everyone! firstly Thanks so much I have been re-reading the posts and to see how many of you have left me messages and were thinking of me has been over whelming.
Satya: I am so sorry for all you are going through right now and I hope things start getting better for you real soon.....all that is going on in your life the fact you still asked how I was was lovely Thanks!
Same for everyone else too!
Well I can't say I've had the easiest few days and I haven't even been able to post on here either....Well the bleeding got worse then the cramps and clotting I was devastated...I had to go to Brisbane to pick my friend up who was coming for a visit (A friend that doesn't see why we want another Baby anyhow) also I hadn't told her yet that I was Pg...and the clotting had started an hour before she landed so I guess I was in the middle of it.....so I thought as usual I have to act normal and play Hostess all weekend "Groan"....I did tell her on our trip Home and she ranted and raved that 'she bloody knew" blah blah! but oh don't worry NO "sorry how are you etc" we had an influx of visitors all weekend and they all Drank and socialised.....I felt so bloody isolated as usual they all just thought oh Dawn'll be ok and lets not mention it! My hubby even said he's not too sure he wants to try again as obviously something is wrong now.....That got me right in the guts (and we still haven't had alone time to discuss it)as my friend leaves today then I honestly feel like curling up in a ball and having a melt down! I am just Thankful we didn't tell the Kids as they would be devastated! So there you go I was 5 weeks exactly and the one before was 5wks 3 days....not sure how I feel yet but am starting to feel really down today!
Anyhow better go I still have a house guest......
Take care everyone! -x-