Hi everyone!
Satya: How you doing? I'm sorry for all the loss and heartache you have had lately you've really had more than your fair share dished out,I'm not sure if you posted what happened with DF to make him move out? (sorry if you haven't and disregard as then it'd sound rude that I asked) but if you did was it because of the losses you've had or pressure of TTC i really hope not....but hopefully you will sort it out.
Jayney and Starrsky: Yeah it has been a tough time and believe it or not all the visitors we had DID know what was happening so I can't even say that I was hiding it from them,my Friend that came to stay is a very angry woman at life in general and it gets draining at the best of times let alone when I just can't get my head around what's for Dinner,I honestly think that because I am generally a strong person and have to have a good coping mecahnism for my Job that they think this is the same but what people don't realise is,yes I see quite alot of Death and very sick people dangerously close to it but when it's close to Home whether it's yourself or a Family even a close friend it takes minute for work mode to kick in (and that's only because you HAVE too) this is personal.
Jayney you are right though DH said he is worried about me and that this means something will go wrong and we wouldn't have a healthy Baby....he did seem to take this one a bit harder than the one before,so I told him last night I feel like I need a break so whilst I'm still off work I am going away for a few days (probably next week) I have always fancied "White water Rafting" in Cairns so bugger it! I'm going!
Treelo,Beaksie and everyone else I've missed I hope you are all going okay.
Oh and welcome charlie23 hopefully you wont be here too long! -x-