Hunni, no baby or babies will ever replace your precious little boys. They are, and always will be, your first born sons.
Although you have the green light to try again, I think that you are still grieving for your little men, and perhaps you should see a councilor for a litlte while to help you get to a point where you feel ready to try again, without thinking you will love your next baby any less . Hun, you will always grieve for your little boys, I don't believe this will ever change. I grieve for my little boy every day, but somewhere deep inside me I have found the strength to try again, knowing very well that no baby will ever take Joshua's place in my heart. I know that I will love another baby just as much, but he or she will never replace my little guy.
I have been seeing a psychologist since Oct 08 (ever since I lost Josh), and now she is helping to prepare me for the next stage of my journey, another pg.
Beata xxx