Doubts about trying again can someone help??

[mummytogirls]

I have been thinking about what you have written all night and still don't know what to say and how to word it propaly.

I think you will know in your heart when you are ready.

For me I was ready straight away. I was just so desperate to feel pregnant again and I longed for that little baby in my arms that I could take home. I know I can't replace Maddison but I really want to meet her Brother or sister. I to worried that my next baby might feel I just had him/her to replace Maddison. But I can honestly say I wanted them and Love them just the same.

I have spent the last 11 years with my eldest daughter Teagen and only had 20 weeks with Maddison. I really do feel I love them equally.

I have been reading a book which had been helpful "pregnancy after loss" it really is just a lot of snippets from other mums TTC.

I also brought a Maybe Baby which I think has brought me luck this month. It does say on the website how to possibly conceive a girl

Using Maybe Baby to Influence the Gender of your Child

I think tho you will love your next baby the same whether it was a girl or boy. They will still be a part of Taite and Seth and you and your husband.

I was told by a friend/midwife that a baby will come to you when your mind and body is ready.

I hope I have worded it all ok and not offended you in any way. I can think it in my head what to say just can't seem to get it down on paper very well.

Thinking about Taite and Seth together with Maddison over the rainbow
Xx

Not sure if you were abel to read my message yesterday before the thred was taken off. But thankyou for thinking of my at Mothers Days.