Hey Mel,

I can understand spending mother's day in tears. That is what I thought I would do, lie in bed all day and cry and then I thought no I want to celebrate it. I am a mum and I know that Cooper would not want me to be in bed all day crying so I have decided that I am going to get out of the house and remember my special little boy because I know that he will be sending me lots of special wishes for mother's day.

You are absolutely right. Being a mum to angel baby is so much harder. Like that poem you sent me.........the crying, the screaming, the stinky nappies, how blish it would be to have have all of this instead of the heartbreaking silence. I want so bad an out-of-control house with screaming of happiness, laughter and just chaos!

I think dinner and a movie sounds great. DH has said that I should give him suggestions because he doesn't know what we should do but he will do whatever I want to.

Rach - I am sorry for the loss of Katy. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and the special poem with us.