Rach - I am so glad you have little Jack there with you this Mother's Day, what a long journey... but I bet he is worth every single second of heartache. Katy will be with you on Mother's Day as well, but Jack will have to be the the big :hugs:

Spring - Wow your parents are so amazing, what a beautiful present! I cant think of anything more perfect, I can understand the emotions it brings up but it really is such a special present. Big for you.

Michelle - Of course you have mixed emotions, your little boy will never replace Caitlyn and therefore you will always hurt over what you miss out on.

Sonya - Dont apologise for your vent... 6 years may seem along time to everyone else but I bet you feel like Floyd was inside your belly only yesterday. And regardless of whether you had problems through your pregnancy or not does not take away the pain you feel, you still lost your child and I believe that pain will stay around for ever.

Actually I emailed a copy of an article to Lynn recently that my sis found in Women's Weekly and it by the mother of the blue Wiggle (?Anthony) and she has about 5 kids now but lost a little girl 50 years ago and she talks about the emotions she still feels about her little one to this day, its a really good article and it made me realise we are never gonna forget - nor do we want to.

Alex - Thanks so much for your wishes on Saturday, I really appreciate it

Ciao, Mel

P.S. If anyone wants a couple of that article let me know and I will email it.