hey guys!
well, i hate to disappoint...i did'nt go to the ultrasound. I rang them this morning to ask a question and then i got a call back about 10 min later asking questions why i was having an ultrasound at 16 weeks. So of course i have to go through the history and they were ok with that after a few extra questions. After i got off the phone i just started crying and rang my DH who said just cancel it and go another time if you are not happy to go today. By this stage i was bawling cos i was so upset at the repeated questions of why this and that for everything i have had done so far and i rang them back and cancelled it and the poor lady was apologising and saying do i still want to come in as i sound like i need the reassurance and i said no, i was already a mess and i did'nt want the ultrasound to make me more emotional as i had to go to work straight afterwards. So, now i have the ultrasound next week on tuesday. So, i am sorry guys no news yet...but thanks heaps for your thoughts. I so, so, soooooooooooo needed them today. I think today was still part fear, part hormones and nervous stress all mixed together. And that is what the ultrasound was meant to relieve!!!! Probably worked out for the best, i lost jack at 17 wks,5 days, so next week i will probably need it more than ever being 17 weeks!
anyone got some good news to share???cheer us up after this essay! lol! good temps, double lines, lots of DTD, anything will do!!!
x jo