welcome Sue, I'm sorry for your loss. It's hard when everyone gets on with their lives and you're left still mourning. I understand what you mean about no-one talking about it, I'm pretty sure my dad has never even acknowledged it or mentioned it to me, it's all done by my mother!
I went to the GP today as I needed a new referral for the OB. I told her I didn't think I was ovulating as I'd had 2 periods and never got a + on an OPK... I asked for a blood test to confirm which she gave me, then she convinced me that I was probably not ovulating because I was too stressed and was putting too much pressure on myself. I'm stressed because I'm worried I'm not ovulating!! Anyway, I got home and finally got a positive OPK!!! It's day 13 and last time we conceived on day 14 (I know because we only saw each other once that month due to work- we were at my parents' house too, so everyone knew!), so everything times up nicely, hopefully I'm back into my normal cycle, and the 1st AF probably wasn't a real one.
It's been 11 weeks though and I can't tell anyone new without breaking down... when I told the doctor why I was there (she's a new one) I just started crying... how am I going to be when I return to work??? I wore maternity uniform too so EVERYONE knew I was pregnant... I don't particularly want to cry, a crying woman in the military doesn't usually go down that well!!! Anyone have any tips?
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