Beata - Welcome back! Glad you had a good holiday. We are looking at the 2 year mark (or maybe longer) but we will get there! When we do we are going to get married on a ship. It was going to be Fiji but we like the idea of getting married on a cruise......

dd0207 - I just want to give you the biggest I hope you are feeling better and not so frustrated (although I can understand why).

dd0207 & Hammi - I am thinking of waiting until next week to test as I have been late before and I don't want to see a BFN. I am scared of seeing that BFN and it makes me want to cry so I am holding onto hope and praying AF will not arrive and I can test next week. Will let yo know when I do.

Teagz - If it is meant to be it is meant to be. Don't be too hard on yourself.

Rozzie - Thanks for the advice. It makes me feel better knowing it could still happen. I hope you are feeling better soon. Take care of yourself. We love you so to you.

AFM - I guess I am just feeling like I am doing something wrong. It only took us 4 months to fall pg with Zachary and we weren't even trying that hard or "obsessing" the way I am now. It is heading onto the 6 month stage and I feel like I am a failure. I keep thinking that maybe I am charting incorrectly and getting my dates wrong - it is confusing me now. Should I keep doing it or just forget about it all and see if nature takes its own course?

I just want a baby so desperately and I am not the most patient person in the world when it comes to the things I really want!!!!

Love you all xxxxx