Noni, it will be good for you & DH to get some more information on what happened and to, as you said, get closure. Going back to the hospital won't be easy, I can understand that, it can feel quite strange and upsetting, but I really hope the visit give you the answers you deserve. We had an autopsy done for Jasmine and I have the prelimenary results, but the full results are yet to come in. It can be hard. Thinking of you.