Hi Ladies, wow how busy you've been since I've been away!
Berry, sorry to have to welcome you to this group but glad you found us. My heart goes out to you and DH for the decision you had to make. I agree with the other girls that your angel Jasmine is thanking you and will be with you always. She will have lots of friends up there in heaven as you now have here with us
Everyone else seems to be travelling great guns. Laney, bugger about the bleeding but relieved that you have a heartbeat. So many of the girls here have had plenty of bleeding along the way so try not to stress. I can't believe all the trouble you've had with your US booking though. Don't these people know how much you already have to deal with without them adding to it.
As for me, AF is due tomorrow and DH and I have decided to run one more cycle and then TTC in late Dec/Jan. I can't remember my last post about my meds etc but I took myself off the thyroid meds as my own research showed I had gone from hypothyroid to text book hyperthyroid. I think I was only showing symptoms of hypothyroid because my progesterone was low. Since I have stopped taking the thyroid and only been using the progesterone cream I have felt amazing. My heart palpitations and shaky hands etc have stopped and I am no longer having panic attacks etc and worrying about dying every second of the day. I am like a new woman. I have not even had a single PMS symptom (very unusual for me) which is a miracle considering I have been stuck on a train for 3hrs every day in peak hour commute.
Anyway, right now I so want to start ttc this month and so desperately want to be PG but I am also worried that as the thyroid stuff had such a strong effect on me that it might still be in my system and muck stuff up with the bub. I'm not sure I could handle the stress of worrying about that on top of everything else when I do get PG. On the other hand I have had such an amazing result with the progesterone cream that I feel like I have found the answer I've been searching for.
If you girls starting coming back with BFP's I probably wont' be able to help myself. It would be so lovely to have a BFP for xmas wouldn't it. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED!!
Xmas is such a tough time isn't it. DH and I were talking about what to get Ethan today and he is at that age where a trampoline or cubby house would be perfect but I always pictured that being a gift santa would give to 2 kids and the thought of him having no-one to play in it with just makes me so sad. DH pointed out that there really is no point waiting because even if all goes well with the next pregnancy, it will still be 2-3 years before the new bub will be ready to play in cubby houses etc. By then Ethan will be 7 or 8 and maybe too old for it.
It just makes me angry because... well... you all know why, I should stop raving now.
hugs to all and I can't remember who said they were getting the baby dust out (Tildy i think), good idea, we haven't needed it in here for awhile.
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